Goodbyes.

I really really hate goodbyes. I can't stand them. I try to push them far far away. I tell myself it's not really goodbye, and that I will see my best friend tomorrow, or the day after that. But that is not how goodbyes work, for the most part.
Last night was one of the hardest goodbyes I have ever said. My heart hurts. I am gonna miss him so much. He is a wonderful friend and I am so blessed to know him.  I hope he always know how much he means to me.
I am preparing myself for more goodbyes.  Wish me luck.